This is like the cheating guy in He's Just Not That Into You... It makes me that angry...

I had every intention of doing Pennies From Heaven everyday, but I'm just not feeling it today. My day started out really well. I got a 5/5 on an Onyeji paper, that's always a good start to the day. RHA went reasonably well and afterwards we had a little e-board meeting which is always fun, I love my e-board, even if we are incapable of staying on topic... After RHA though I went with the BF and his friends to the Oaks Cafe. We were sitting there waiting for the line to go down when his friends start ogling this girl. Some random girl, just standing there waiting for her pizza bagel. She had no idea that two guys were sitting there having a conversation about her ass. It just made me so mad. Are you all like that? 

I feel like most of Sociology classes are all just about how hard it sucks to be a girl and how unfair it is, especially Sexuality and Gender. And I was always in the minority, I had this super optimistic view of guys, that they weren't like that. I decided our textbooks were outdated and our generation had turned things around. 

Honestly though, those guys weren't doing anything wrong really. I just was so disappointed I guess and I don't really know why. I've talked to two people about it and no one seems to get quite what I'm saying so maybe Sexuality and Gender is getting to me. But honestly, it's no wonder why we never feel like we're enough and why women have such problems with how we look. It's no wonder we get insecure in relationships and go crazy at the thought of our significant others running off to frolic in Florida for Spring Break. 

This post was longer and angrier and more explanatory, and just overall better, but as luck would have it I somehow dislodged my ethernet cord in the middle of writing. So when I went to post it and discovered I was without internet I lost the last half. It has not been a good day. I look forward to happier posts tomorrow.